holding back the tears

2010-11-12T22:20:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna stop posting stuffs here and move on to tumblr (;
www.crystawesomelikethat.tumblr.com :D

ciao peepso

imy

2010-11-11T13:58:00.003+08:00

yay! pn toh's cheer performance thingi is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :D HELL YEA!

no more staying back hehehee.

melaka melaka melaka! :D
yes, going melaka tomorrow with the A block and C1
can't wait (;

damn freaking tired,
i love my bow.

i'm sorry euri,
for showing such a freaking weak side of me.
i swear, i'll never cry in front of you again.

Tumblr

2010-11-11T03:21:00.001+08:00

http://crystawesomelikethat.tumblr.com/

as you can see, yea i'm in tumblr now.

hoho.

2010-11-11T00:55:00.001+08:00

hey there, could you please do me a favour and like this video?

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1004051006#!/video/video.php?v=10150114056978079

Help my friend's sister with her fight against cancer! Thanks.(:

2010-11-11T00:17:00.003+08:00

i miss you, i really do. lol

okay, i may seeeeeeeeeeem emo, but trust me
i'm not that emo.

i'm tired, of thinking somehow.

2010-11-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

woo o:o

legs dying

muscles tearing

body aching

head paining LOL

THE CONSEQUENCES OF.

NOT PRACTICING YOUR FLEXIBILITY FOR 8 MONTHS

HEHE BUT NVM
I'LL. GET. BACK. MY. FLEXIBILITY SOON.
GUM BAH TEH.
WOOTS!

2010-11-09T17:03:00.002+08:00

I'm just gonna wait (:

I hope what i said to tharma is right.
if he really does....,

then I won't have to wait for long

Youlikedurhangel

2010-11-09T02:13:00.002+08:00

hehe monica so pretty <:

I want back my old life.

The days when I don't even need to study to score straight A's
The days when I'm oh so innocent.
The days when my life was so stress-free
The days when I don't even understand the word problematic.
The days when I didn't even know that love existed.

oh you know, when people are kissing and you go like WHAT THE HELL?
yea, those days.

Don't you miss them?
well. i do.

i. don't. wanna. care

Haunted

2010-11-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

K peeps, time for a proper update. (:

Introducing

CHEER! ;D

yes, I'm back to cheer.
but just temporary.

Aren't you glad? no more emotional posts.

Things the retard(Cryst) did today
1. went tropicana mall to have lunch and grocery shopping
2. went desa park city for HOHO steambot
3. was pissed at sister cause she was pissed too ._.
4. tropicana mall AGAIN for MEGAMIND. (epic movie. seriously)

Life, getting boring ain't it?

and I'm tired of acting, pretending.
but oh wells, what do you expect? it's life.

lazy to move my hands now

BYE :D

2010-11-06T17:31:00.001+08:00

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2010-11-05T17:18:00.001+08:00

crystal wants to

fly to your house, reach there, burn my wings, so I have no choice but to stay with you forever.

2010-11-05T02:12:00.002+08:00

it's okay. i understand.

and to your dummie question, it's because. that nickname, is for someone special.

that's why, i always call you that.

lol. yea. i hope. u'll be happier like this.

well u said, u think we both will be

dont worry, ill try me best, just dont lie to urself.

im fine, when ur fine.
i'm sorry i cant answer all the question u asked.
i'm answering now.
and yea, it is love.
but, i guess u'll nvr be able to read this.

i still.. love u.
bye stupid shark <3
and yea, we'll be best best best best close close close friends as you wish (:

dont worry, i wont go crying to d.k -_-
stupid dummie.

2010-10-27T03:56:00.003+08:00

all types of different emotions (;

but I love it how you're the only 1 that can make me feel this way

Different summers

2010-09-05T02:06:00.002+08:00

I love my life

I love my friends

I love my family

I love my sister

I love my class
I love you
....

this year, is definitely the best year.

YAY LOOK! ITS A HEART SHAPE. UP THR.
wtf.
bye.

One In A Million

2010-09-01T02:53:00.005+08:00

aww.. so sweet

just that, I don't have the courage to tell u anymore.

currently addicted to
Can I Have This Dance
oh gosh ):

cuckhoo

2010-08-29T01:07:00.003+08:00

i like the show and the songs (:

and when I thought everything was how it used to be,

a bitch just had to come and ruin everything.

_l_ u

exams

2010-08-25T15:39:00.001+08:00

freaking disappointed in myself,

I don't care,

I'm gonna study real hard now,

wouldn't want to have the same results again.

2010-08-22T00:43:00.003+08:00

sometimes, I rather have any problem in the world, than the current one now.

how can I be that blind to not notice it last time?

and when things turned out to be fine,
another one just had to destroy it.

steak and cheese

2010-08-20T19:05:00.005+08:00

oh. my GOD

TRIALS ARE OVER BAYBEH (;

Leo was fun today (: creating paper is like superly weird yet awesome.
mas was awesome too. really miss church right now.

AND YAY!
MY PARENTS ARE BRINGING ME TO SUBWAY TONIGHT
subway....... yummm :DD
I loveeee the sandwichh. like sooo niceee <3

I have no idea why but, I miss studying?
lol weird much. okay I'm gonna read my manga (:
ciao peeps! and good luck on studying (Y)

stay strong baby (:

waiting for you

2010-08-19T23:05:00.003+08:00

I. am. currently. working. hard. for :

1. CHEER (to be flexible)

2. PMR (new dog and laptop, here I COME! ;D)

3. MONEY (HEHEHE)

hello hello baby you call I can't hear a thing :D

what if I need you baby :D

there's no me without you :D

without not letting you go :D

LIKE FIRE AND RAIN! :D

i remember years ago :D

yea, im going insane. k ciao

TOMOLO GOING AMCORP WITH MALI. HEHE <3

I'll let you go so you can live ;D

2010-08-12T21:08:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking about form 4..

awww mannn.. I'm gonna miss 3A1 ):

no more funny performance, no more backing up each other, no more together gether nerd, no more copying homeworks, no more stupid lame jokes, no more florence as our monitor, no more all these awesome stuffs ):

seriously, i love you guys banyak banyak.

thanks to 3A1, even though I'm freaking sad, they never fail to make me laugh.

especially you wai wei, I know you're reading this ;D

just spreading the love yo (;

k, screw pmr, trials is this coming monday, and i'm not prepared.

DIEEEE

DIE

2010-08-11T22:59:00.001+08:00

DIE DIE DIE DIE BITCH DIE DIE DIE *STABS STABS STABS STABS STABS* DIE RAWR

HI MARIE ^.^V
IM GOING INSANE SOON

(:

2010-08-11T19:52:00.003+08:00

I know that you know I'm moving on, but doesn't mean that you can't talk to me?

I know you're just scared that I will fall if you continue treating me good, but what good outcome will it come by treating me like a total stranger?

Seriously, where's the you that I used to know you as?

not that I'm saying it's entirely your fault, I'm totally at fault, and I know I've changed, but wtf?

so this is what you want? to totally end things? not even friendship left?

everyday I've been trying to pull things closer for us, to fix this shit up.

but everytime some stupid bloody thing will happen, and then you're suddenly not talking to me anymore.
so much for *close friends* right?

whatever la, it's your choice. I'm already tired and sick of this.
I don't even know what to do anymore.
I know that you know I'm weak, but please, don't pity me because of this.

Thanks for the memories

2010-08-11T15:12:00.001+08:00

I miss all the happy memories ):

TO YOU :

STOP CALLING STOP CALLING I DON'T WANNA TALK ANYMORE

I keep messing things up ):

2010-08-09T22:28:00.004+08:00

ugly duckling, but yellow in colour.

seriously, fck you. piece of shit.

nice leading me on.

I'm done and over with.

Bye, go find your stupid white lion to shoot arrows with.

Stranger

2010-08-09T14:30:00.002+08:00

and so I found out something today.

if that's what you want, then i'll let you go

thanks marie and monica. love you both banyak shits. <3

you know I love you and trust you (:

Game. Over

Secrets

2010-08-08T22:36:00.003+08:00

HEY YO (;

soooooooooo..... I watched sorcerer's apprentice today (: It was freaking awesome :D

bla bla bla, spent the entire day with my sis, nigel and my mom, ate lunch at Nando's at 3.30.

I. LOVE. STEAMBOT.

and again, 96 bucks gone thanks to that :DD

____________________________________________________

I hate Sundays, I hate sundays. I HATE SUNDAYS.
cause why?

CAUSE TOMORROW IS MONDAY.
AND MONDAY SUCKS.

fml ): trials and PMR are freaking stressing the hell out of me.

I NEED FREEDOMM.

I'm so tired..
but, I won't give up (:
just wait baby.

<3>

What If

2010-08-05T19:00:00.003+08:00

whenever I look at you two,

all the thoughts that came to my mind.

are Memories.

but, I know.. that I can't

fix this up.
ever again.

so all that's left are scars.

_________________________________________

Life've been screwed up.
screw PMR.
screw TRIALS.

argh shit, I'm just too lazy to study.
my ass is practically glued to the computer chair :l

they said that,
love makes you happy,
but why is it different for me?

Me Without You

2010-08-01T00:56:00.002+08:00

I never stopped loving you..

and I'm scared, scared that 1 day..

you'll leave my side.

please don't let it be a temporary thing.
I miss you soo much.

Impossible

2010-07-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

fck the world. FCK THE WORLD MAN. fml. fml fml

all my scars are open

2010-07-16T20:25:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry...

I screwed our friendship up because of a stupid reason.

bby,
pls.. give me a second try.

Leo Installation

2010-06-24T17:56:00.002+08:00

Installation is tomorrow (:

hope all incoming Leos' are prepared hehe! :DD

had fun during today's rehearsal.

was running and jumping around like a freaking mad monkey with Monica, Eurica, and MeiKuan.

Did I mention that our Installation badge is PRETTY? :DD

____________________________________________

recieved my exam marks, not satisfied.

well, guess now I can see the difference between studying, and NOT studying..

Oh wells, just hope that I won't repeat the same mistake again for PMR and trials (:

Dota! ;DD

I believe

2010-06-22T22:25:00.002+08:00

Shit, I'm getting addicted to Dota.

Pmr is in 106 days.

Trials = 2 months.

diee weii ):

):

2010-06-19T01:28:00.000+08:00

爱上你不需要理由

你到底懂不懂

可是怀念竟比失去

还要更难受

爱让我想起你的时候

泪禁不住滑落

可惜你永远都不会懂

):

Broken

2010-06-17T04:24:00.004+08:00

You see, all it took for me to fall is just by spending time.

I don't know how, I don't know when.

maybe it's between the moments where I look at you.

or even the moments where we're talking.

all I know is,

I like you.

It's just too painful, too painful
to see you slowly changing
into someone who I don't even know anymore.
The eyes I used to see,
used to feel,
used to admire,
aren't there anymore.
I'm sorry but,
I'm losing faith.

funny huh?
how hormones can do to a person.
you'll just go emo all of a sudden,
and the next moment, you'll be as happy as a jumping kid.
I can't take this anymore.
It's killing me mentally.

Time,
it's ticking.
without knowing it,
you end up becoming a different person.
I hate it.
I hate this.

my life,

it's just like the wind.
blowing in non particular directions.

Where's the light?
can't you see i'm lost in a forest?

Tears

2010-06-15T21:44:00.004+08:00

1 Litre of Tears

*Two Thumbs Up*
awesome show, makes me realize how lucky I am.

What else can I do but to see you walk away?

Because I'm A Girl

2010-06-14T01:28:00.002+08:00

hi.... It's 1.28a.m and i'm crying

thanks to what?

thanks to Kiss - Because I'm A Girl [MV]

I can't afford to lose you.
please, just don't let me go..

Freedom

2010-06-13T13:13:00.003+08:00

I'm loving basketball.

Have you ever played basketball under the rain?

and only with 1-2 people..

I love the feeling of running in the basketball court with your wet feets

I'm moving on,
yes i am (:

Drowning

2010-06-12T03:29:00.001+08:00

I miss you.

...

when will this stop?

I don't care eheheheheheh

2010-06-08T14:34:00.002+08:00

yes, smile (:

HEY! I had fun yesterday :D

SUNWAY

-woke up 8,15
- reached florence house at 9.00
- kah ann came to pick me up at 9.45
- went skating for 1 and a half hour
- went full house for lunch (:
- went arcade
- watched Prince Of Persia *awesome show (;*
- POPULAR.

PICCADILLY
- reached at 5.30pm
- went with jon
- saw nikhil and he brought us up to the pool place

- saw adrian and daniel there playing
- played with daniel and I LOST OMG :O
- forced jon to play
- played Team vs Team (Adrian & I vs Daniel & Nikhil)*and yes, Adrian and I won! HAHAHA*
- left at 6.30pm

PASAR MALAM
- bought food and more food AND MORE
- RAINING
- went for shelter
- went back home

That's it for now

BYE! :D

Like a Pyramid

2010-06-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

gonna hang out at pyramid with Jon and Kah ann (:

after that pool at picca with other friends, "lazy to type their names out"

and, my schedule is fully booked. omg :O pokkai.

BYE

Change

2010-06-01T14:10:00.002+08:00

I'm not gonna wait anymore.

Hi people who are living in this world.

I didn't study for exams (: and so does kah ann.
don't know why, but to us this term is just like an exercise.

okay so...
1. english was a piece of cake
2. science was. -__- I don't understand what the hell are they saying, but thank god i can answer the paper.
3. I woke up late today, my bus normally comes at 6.00 and I woke up at 6.00.

and now it's

BLEACH TIME!!!

till then (:

People do leave (:

2010-05-31T14:40:00.003+08:00

HI YO. YO.

Yesterday :

yesterday was. epic (:

I had exams today yet I went out for pool yesterday,

came back and I found out something surprising.

washed my eyes for 1 and a half hour.

Today :

Bm : quite easy

Science : SUPER EASY "yet i made 1 careless mistake -.- shit."

I'm gonna :

- start studying at 3.30 p.m

- talk to nigel later.

- sleep

- continue my *Dear John*

- move on.

just tahan 4 more days laaa! 4 more days and... FREEDOM YO! (;

2010-05-25T18:09:00.001+08:00

sorry but..

i'm just so tired.

i'm starting to doubt everything.
maybe to you,
i'm just a trophy.

Thinking of You

2010-05-18T19:39:00.002+08:00

Hmmm... Lets see..........

1. My blog is dead (:
2. Exams are around the corner and I haven't start studying (;
3. Glad that all my projects are done (:
4. Didn't feel remorse towards yesterday's incident D:
5. I'm a pool addict (:
6. Ilycs <3
7. I wish that Pn Toh would just chill and relax
8. I hate homeworks
9. I barely talk to any of my friends now
10. I'll start studying TOMORROW! *I hope so ><*

Did I mention ? :

I LOVE MBPJ LIBRARY? (:

awesome place (: *(Y)*

nah, don't bother coming back
It'll be dead for months (:

2010-04-11T11:14:00.000+08:00

Enjoy (:

2010-04-07T20:28:00.003+08:00

HI I LOVE CHEER :D

HI IM GETTING DARKER :D

HI I LOVE SPORTS DAY :D

been spamming practices for cheer (:
andddd..... my legs have two colours

my hand also have two colours...

I'm so BLACK :O

anyway, I wanna sleeep.
NIGHT. LOL

A-S-S-U-N-T-A! GO ASSUNTA ALL THE WAY!

2010-03-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

I screwed it up.

great.

2010-03-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

FAIRY TAIL. FAIRY. TAIL. OMG <3

LEO LEO!

2010-03-03T22:43:00.003+08:00

The tomboy-ish me (:

HI. HI.

SO. leo interview was, okayy..

THE TEST, before the test was damn funny LOL.
me, eurica, monica and meikuan were sharing 2 paper to study, and we were rushing like shit la.

IN THE END,
I saw the question and my mind went

-

-

-

-

blank. dot.

damn shitty okay!
grrrrr. I scared I can't pass the test!

okay, moving on.
EH PEOPLE, EXAMS ARE NEXT THURSDAY OKAY!
STUDY STUDY!

and I haven't study yet -.-
My homeworks aren't even done yet.
what a great example (Y)

and off I go,

to the world of studying,

sorry, more like *fake studying*,

and the world of, HOMEWORKS.

where they just fall on top of your head ):

as I wave my small tiny hand,

and shouting goodbye!

2010-02-28T13:51:00.001+08:00

Time goes by but still I find

Can't keep you off my mind

A broken piece of me I left behind

When you were mine

I was fallin', fallin' I was fallin

Our last embrace

Those perfect tears fell down your perfect face

Your lips said words that I just can't erase

Was this a waste?

I'll wait forever.....

Days and days (:

2010-02-25T19:25:00.004+08:00

dear ling ling (: so kawaii

YES! NO! YES! NO!

exams are around the corner and I haven't even memorize a single bit yet ):
see how lazy i am ):

I KENA BULLY IN CLASS TODAY ):
about the cockroach thing -.- I really thought it actually flied out of my desk okay! -.-

I have alot alot alot alot and alot of homeworks! huhu
and yes, I find homeworks annoying and irritating.

was suppose to go to mcc concert but decided not to, kinda lazy, and decided to spend time red box-ing with my aus cousie and some cousins and aunties
Sorry to the people whom I said I'll go to mcc! =/

Skip .. skip .. skip..

MY MONITOR IS ALIVE AGAIN! CAN U IMAGINE?
HOLY CRAP.
I CAN CONTINUE WATCHING DRAMAS
and do research on homeworks -.-

so the past three days without comp was, kinda fun actually.

- reach home
- on air conditioner
- eat lunch
- read fanfic (Fists And Lipsticks 2) [the fanfic dmn awesome okay! holy crap wei]
- 100% drinking something other than water
- sleep and sleep and sleep
- wake up around 7 something to 8.
- eat dinner
- homework
- fanfic
- and SLEEP AGAIN.

freaking like pig

I'mma stop here.
BYE

p.s : reproduction is fun to learn about (:
you should see my teacher's expression when she's teaching. damn funny

how long can I stand the pressure?
when will I stop reminiscing?
when will I stop feeling nostalgic?

We'll just need to wait and see..

2010-02-10T15:44:00.001+08:00

GEO SUCKS.

GEO SUCKS!!

GEO SUCKS!!

GEEEEOOOO SUUUCCKSSS!!!

GEOOO SUCCCCKKKSSS TOO THEEE MAXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-08T17:39:00.002+08:00

EW. YOU DISGUST ME TO THE MAX.

SHIT, Dana and I wanted to go up to you two and said something to make your day *bright* :D
RIGHT DANA?

BUT WOOPS. BELL RANG AND. i went wrong way -.- so gotta run back to the bengkel there. LOL SUPER POTONG.

haha (: I'm so glad. so proud of myself. I know kuan, dana, tricia, trev, eugene etc etc are too.
I made the best choice of my life.

actually saved myself from wasting my time trying to make everybody laugh.

at the beginning

2010-02-08T00:13:00.003+08:00

new life, new start (:

Let me introduce myself :

the name is Crystal
currently studying in Smk Assunta
has awesome memories in Chen Moh
currently loving 3A1
the person that never fails to make me laugh is Florence
and the two close friends that are always there for me are Dana and Mei Kuan
the best bestie I ever had is Sharon.

Had memory lost and forgotten almost everything that ever happened during form 1 and 2 since yesterday.
meet the brand new me (:

2010 is gonna be a rocking year.

thanks steph and marcus, love you cousins <3
thanks mom. love u too <3

can't wait for tuesday, MIDNIGHT MOVIE WITH MY AUNTIES AND MARCUS AND LEN! WOOHOOOOOOOOO.

2010-02-07T10:54:00.002+08:00

Sammi Wong, I regretted taking care of u in school. Claudia Ng, i regretted telling u how was ur attitude last year so that u could change, but u really did change and everybody was so proud of you. fyi, the word immature, wasnt even pointing out to u. it was only for mengyan, and even mengyan accepts it and she forgets everything and tries to be closer to me again, the two of you, think all you want, you don't even know what the hell am I talking about and simply assume after that gets angry of the stuffs you assumed? wth? YOU tell me, what did i said? how would you know when you didn't even talk to me in school? HA? . lastly, I'm gonna treat everything like as if nothing happened since form 1. for claudia is standard 5, bye my so called *strangers I used to love*

I don't even know why I used to cry for you two.
feel so bloody pointless now.

2010-02-06T13:39:00.002+08:00

GO SHOVE YOUR HEAD DOWN TO THE TOILET BOWL.

COME LA, SCARED AH? FIGHT LAH!

Before you can even touch me, you'll cry and run to your mummy's side (:

OH, even if I'm ugly, it doesn't make you any better at all (:

THE GAME IS ON.

Memories

2010-02-05T00:28:00.003+08:00

I shall list out memories that I remembered at Chen Moh

- Secretly hiding sweets in our purse with maple and the gang
- sending love letters to yu jun yuan through wu jia xun
- using code names for saying that we have period
- singing loudly in music class
- memorizing ejaan together
- study together at class
- copy each other's answers
- receive calls from school from my friends....
- thinking how to *gao bai* to five house
- supported by my friends when I'm playing basketball
- open my homeworks and found out that my friends had wrote for me
- laugh until we actually cried and Yang Lao Shi thought we were crying. HAHAHA
- solving maths problems together
- talking bout hana kimi taiwan version ALL DAY LONG.
- gaga-ing over wu zhun LOL.
- cried two hours because they told me who i really am.
- design clothes and FORCED maple to wear it HAHAHAHAHAHA
- having problems with Sharon and all, but we all fought it through
- keep asking me whether i really like five house -.-
- hold hands <3 while walking to the toilet.
- *going toilet* as an excuse to stalk yu jun yuan. LOL!!
- everybody stands and eat together <3 1 person sit, everybody sits, 1 person stands, everybody stands
- talk about how we all want to be together until secondary
- all really wanted to go to chs - writing competition with shen zhi something something.
- MAPLESTORY MAPLESTORY LOL
- AUDITION AUDITION.
- Getting ready for bi ye dian li. - run around the whole hall, cause five house wanted to smack us with his cap -.-
- walk to mcd together <3
- washing our face in cikgu lee's class to keep us awake
- sharing sweets at the back row
- peeking through the small hole at jing xu ban
- gotong royong and we had some competition LOL
- decorating the hall together...
- the whole 6e, was so united
- actually flipped the table when arguing with five house.
- almost got punched by beh kahmeng but five house saved me..
- went on trips together..
- spend hours talking to maple in her room..
- everybody was against chen xing yi. LOLOL
- having extra class during holidays..
- kept singing anime songs -.-

and the list goes on...

it's 12.36 and I haven't sleep. lol. night

Whatcha Say

2010-02-04T23:44:00.002+08:00

yea yea (: whatever man. LOL
*ps for the randomness*

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A1's class photo *candid* is gonna be A.W.E.S.O.M.E
LOL. everybody did *L* (Glee) OKAY!

DAMN COOL.
haha, our class damn sporting :D

All english people must hear english songs la! -.-
Convo between brother bear and I

Cryst : omg, I didn't know you hear english songs.
Eugene : wtf -.- i speak english too -.-

Cryst : so does trev -________-.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAA. NICE ANSWER WEI. LOL

2010-02-04T20:32:00.002+08:00

Distractions, are the best solutions.

It keeps you thinking from stupid problems..

don't you think, sometimes online friends are better?

well, I do.

To the person that is always there for me,

trevor,

I seriously, seriously, thank you. alot.

alot alot alot.

and to the people that WERE there for me before, but somehow changed now,

bye, enjoy your life.

it's the ending of a stupid story.

NOT TO BE CONTINUED...

2010-02-01T21:39:00.002+08:00

YOU ARE AN IDIOT. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HAAA!! LOL

I LOVE THE MSN PLUS THINGI :D

WHAT I DID FOR TODAY :
-run
-run even more
-forgotten to bring my bottle
-run run even even more more
-missing somebody
-spam brother bear's convo
-cheer!
-MATHS
-EAT

-kacao my cousin
- cried ):
-emo

dont bother coming to my blog and read. it'll all be rubbish :D

2010-02-01T01:45:00.003+08:00

Spend the whole night listening to sunshine's singing. LOL

thanks for trusting in me :D

2010-01-31T11:29:00.001+08:00

TSKTSKTSK.

SPEND THE WHOLE AFTERNOON HYPERING WITH DANA LOW -.-

What Hurts The Most

2010-01-30T15:40:00.002+08:00

I wish :

-I'm 18
-to have a stress free life
-to have my primary gang back
-to be able to don't sit any tests at all
-that the government will cancel PMR out of nowhere LOL!
-to have no problems at all
-that I'm so awesome until nobody hates me
Lastly.....

I wish you'll be able to stay with me
forever..
and
ever....

2010-01-30T12:02:00.000+08:00

OH EM GE LOL!

the dp.. soo.. cuttee........ omg GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :D

AHAHAHA I'm practically writing all these post just for fun -.-

BYE

Xia Yi Zhan Xing Fu

2010-01-29T20:26:00.002+08:00

I keep crying and crying and crying.. D:

sighh,

I'm so sick and tired of my life..
*trevorlina, where are you when i need you?!?!

I've never stop loving you

2010-01-28T16:14:00.002+08:00

You claim yourself as my sunshine ;
and I claim myself as your sunflower ;

It's because sunflower needs sunshine to survive ;
and I need you so much just like how we need our heart to live ;

I love you my sunshine..

You're not just any joker,
you're a joker that I can't live without.

ILYSDMttyh

I'm starting to like some things :D

2010-01-27T16:23:00.002+08:00

AHHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Thanks peeps for making my day <3

-Eugene Tan
-Trevor Tang *Trevorlina <3 my dear GIRL FRIEND* AAHAHAHHAHAA
-Bryce Lim
-Yuan Zhi
-Dana
-Florence *MY DARLING*
-Kah Ann
-Wai Wei

-Lydia Tan
-Stephanie Chee

GAHH :D

2010-01-25T17:11:00.002+08:00

All the time it's me huh?

So unreasonable la seriously.

THINK MAN THINK.

Don't simply accuse/assume.

I hope you can see this since you're not illiterate

Please don't make me think that you're actually an immature person

Hamstery

2010-01-07T17:42:00.002+08:00

I got fascinated by this from Pn Low's blog. Take care of the hamster (:

Having trouble with my english homework.

GAGA WULALA (;

2009-12-31T17:23:00.003+08:00

HAD AN AWESOME TRIP TO SUNWAY WITH CLAUDIA NG.

GAHHHHHHHHHHH :D

HEHEHEHEHEHE. I'm high thanks to Bad Romance. (:

I BOUGHT SOMEEETHINGG *brows*

vvhellvv

2009-12-31T02:23:00.002+08:00

If.....

if, we can rewind time....

I WOULD NEVER EVER..

let you go...

I can never forget, what I did.
when I was standard 6,
your sweetness,
the way you treat me..

I miss you so much Jonathan.

2009-12-31T01:33:00.001+08:00

Maybe It wasn't meant to be

Am i saying it just to calm myself?

Tagged by Mapes <3

2009-12-20T00:31:00.003+08:00

[ ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[x] Gotten caught cheating in a test

Total: 2

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total: 4

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[ ] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 4

[ ] Pulled Down The Fire Alarm.
[x] Went on Myspace , Facebook , Xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during School hours.
[ ] Listened to an iPod, Cd, etc.. during class.

Total : 3

[x] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code.
[x] FAILED a class test.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total : 4

[x] Gotten a call from school.
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school.
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[x] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
Total : 3

[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face
[x] Copied homework

Total: 4

Final Total: 24

MULTIPLY BY THREE
= 72%

HA! I'm a BAD student LOL!

Andrew Choo? O.O

2009-12-17T16:11:00.002+08:00

Today is such an entertaining day (:

Keys Before My Eyes

2009-12-16T22:03:00.003+08:00

Keys Before My Eyes
Written by : Thao.

omg, I LOVE THIS FAN FIC <3
thanks thao, for writing such an incredible story
__________________________________________________

I'm bored ):

you see, Asiasoft games always makes me disappointed.

First is Audition then now is Maple -.-

I seriously can't believe I'm actually playing back MAPLE! OMG! -_____-

THANKS DANA. ALOT -.-

hmmm, im bored. LOL.

fyi, Keys Before My Eyes ROCKS!

Song Jun Tae FTW! :D

5 GOLDEN RINGS

2009-12-13T01:24:00.002+08:00

- Your boy side -
[x] You love hoodies.
[ ] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies stink.
[ ] You own a car racing game.
[x] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.

[ ] You owned a DS, PS2, N64, or Sega.

[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You have watched sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[x] You talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[x] You have fished at least once.

- Your girl side -
[x] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] You go to your mum to talk.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like going to the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewellery.
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics.
[x] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[x] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[] You like putting make-up on others.
[x] You like being the star of everything.
[] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

- Appearance -
[x] I am shorter than 5′5″. ( only 158 cm, how sad D:)
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan/burn easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I've had/have braces.
[x] I've been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

- Embarrassment -
[x] I've slipped out a "LOL" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've cried so hard I've laughed.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

- Health -
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I've had serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[x] Swallowed something I probably shouldn't have swallowed.

- Travelling -
[x] I've driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Cuba.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Ottawa.
[ ] I've gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I've been to the Caribbean.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Florida.

- Experiences -
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kick a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny-dipping.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a musical.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

- Relationships -
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

- Honesty/Crime -
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out.
[x] I've lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've ran a red light.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

- Death & Suicide -
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone/something dying.
[ ] Someone who is close to me has attempted/commit suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide before.
[x] I've written an eulogy for myself.

- Materialism -
[x] I own over 5 CD's.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Old Moon

2009-12-11T01:34:00.005+08:00

YO PEOPLE!

Yesterday, Crystal Yap Wei Lin played with adobe photoshop, IT WAS AMAZING, cause i keep ruining my picture.

and, after like 30 min, MY RESULT OF PLAYING, CAME OUT! it was soooooo fun xD

I'm not gonna upload the result xD Go facebook see my profile la :D

and I played gunbound with junior today, omg -___-

i think i officially QUIT gunbound, unless somebody wants to play with me that is.

__________________________________________

anyways, today i went mid with Noob Claudia Ng, Dana Low, Miss Chong, Tan Meng Yan and Thoo Mei Kuan. [sammi is in bangkok now -.-]

Claudia said :

Crystal's bad, she keep disturbing me. >:|

EH! I DID NOT LOR

hmph, forget about Noob Claudia, so went and watch new moon, [I KEEP SHIVERING IN THE CINEMA OK! OMG] .

i somehow prefer edward over jacob (: he gives me this *safe* feeling. HEHHEHEHEHE :D

Somehow, after the movie, i keep calling edward edmund -.- and Dana keeps laughing at me D:

and, i keep sleeping today, like some pig -.-

I'M BACK TO SDO BAYBEH

Easy Fortune Happy Life

2009-12-03T20:39:00.002+08:00

I TELL YOU!
I TELL YOU!!

I TELL YOU!!!

THIS DRAMA!!
(福气又安康 easy fortune happy life)

DAMN AWESOME!!

i rate it second best taiwanese drama.
first is of course :
命中注定我爱你 [Fated to Love You]

aiya, so nice la.
i keep crying for the past two days -.- thanks to the drama. soo AWESOME
Han Dong Jie so cuteee :D

ok, imma continue my another drama.
BYE!

a lemon on a wounded tongue

2009-12-02T22:58:00.004+08:00

I feel like as if nobody is with me in this world ;

feel so invisible, so lonely ;

such a nobody.

Too bad,
I'm still in a nightmare,
even though humans tried to wake me up.

for me, teenage life is so fcked up.

waiting and waiting

2009-11-28T23:24:00.001+08:00

nah, a perfect picture for you la b.l.z.x -.-
ruined my patience. ):

fighting spirit

2009-11-28T17:43:00.002+08:00

the reason I didn't upload cause my modem spoiled -.-
so sorry D:

anyway, I'M BACK! HELLO PEOPLE (:

1. I miss gunbound
2. I miss naruto
3. I miss msn
4. I miss facebook
5. Bryce, if you're reading this, no, I don't miss you -.- AHHAAHHAHAHAHA!

my comp is trying it's best to survive okay! ):
I want a new desktop/laptop badly, I HOPE I'll get it la -.-

AND GILLIAN YAP SAID THAT :

1. if she has enough money, she'll buy me 1 :D
2. if my parents actually bought for me, she'll celebrate with me!!!

SO, I'LL WAIT LA K!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

picture says everything

2009-11-18T21:38:00.004+08:00

(click to enlarge)

2009-11-16T01:27:00.001+08:00

I'M A ROBOT

NO FEELINGS AT ALL,

isn't that EXCITING?

Congrats,
you just broke my trust.

Fffffrrrr.

2009-11-15T23:59:00.006+08:00

Of all people, only three certain people can understand what I'm facing.
and yes, that three people are Andre, Maple & Sharon.

What more can I say?
The reason is :

I can't stand M-F & T-P there.

You thought I'm happily jumping in joy?
You thought wrongly.

I Do, Cherish You

2009-11-12T13:30:00.003+08:00

Ok, Most of the people may disagree but,

I think Wilber Pan [Pan Wei Bo] is damn cute with his latest hair style :D

especially in 不良笑花 (Miss No Good),

I super duper love that show <3

I'm not that big of a fan of DBSK anymore, but still love their songs and of course JaeJoong <3

Currently super addicted to naruto shippuuden -_____-. thanks laura. LOL!

I suddenly don't like sasuke anymore ): cause he became a bad guy! ):

I gave up,
I wanna restart my whole life in another new school.

It's gonna be real

2009-11-07T15:13:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna watch 2012 premiere with Sammi and her family!

Thanks aunty and Sammi for bringing me :D

CAN'T WAIT!

lack of something

2009-11-06T15:10:00.002+08:00

am i so hated?

prize

2009-11-02T10:41:00.003+08:00

I'M GETTING MYSELF A NEW CAMERA! :O

finally, my own camera xD

but I don't really fancy cameras since I don't really use it.

it's panasonic lumix something something LOL!

worth of Rm1500 :O

can't wait to get it! (!)*@!(@!)@

Cool Dad

2009-10-29T19:26:00.004+08:00

OMG :O

MY DAD SO COOL!

I came back from school, then he comes out from his room and came to me :

Crystal ; Dad

Eh girl, wanna go watch Micheal Jackson movie?

OKAY! I DAMN ON!

But it's midnight movie wor?

nevermine , i still damn on!

SO COOL RIGHT? LOL!

and he knows i got exam tomorrow but he's still letting :D

then suddenly he said :

EH! our movie at 8.15 GO GET READY!

AND WOOOHOOOO!! :D

Primary

2009-10-29T10:28:00.003+08:00

6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E6E

the people i must go out with during holidays :
-zin, jr, sammi
-my gang
-eli, darsh, tanu, sai, mitra
-tricia
-sharon
-maple [BUT SHE'S IN CANADA! D:]
-julaine

hehehehhee, looking forward to 2012 :D [zin, jr and sammi should know why! -_-]
I CAN'T WAIT TILL EXAM IS OVER!

FREEEDOOM!! "put my hands up and waves like a crazy woman"

Slow man,
Kim Bum Soo

The Funny Girl (;

2009-10-27T00:40:00.003+08:00

i'm somehow addicted to Julaine Lee Huei Ern, and I don't have a single clue! LOL

I realized I asked my friends this : "EH? MANA JULAINE?" for at least 3 times?

AHAHAHAA but suddenly I realize it's cause she's so nice to hug and I was sick today so I just wanna squeeze all her bones since that's what her body have left. -______-

yea, so this post is for you :D

GOOD LUCK IN YOUR EXAMS K? (:

I LOVE YOU!

Lifeless

2009-10-21T20:08:00.004+08:00

to the SecretsUnfoldDatabase Owner

Once people found out who you really are, or your 1 group of losers who are working with you,
then....

THE SECRETS WILL REAAAALLLY be unfold (:

so good luck to you (:

worse than a GHOST

2009-10-20T17:02:00.002+08:00

OMG LA. TODAY, i almost had an HEART ATTACK!
U KNOW WHY?!

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.
[secret secret]

people that agrees with me :
-Laura
-Dana
-Koh Kwun
-Sammi
-Sharon
-Sharon's brother
-Elisabeth
-Vern Gin
-Choon Ming

and no more :D

Sharon,
you rock la! :D

Tagged by Mapes

2009-10-20T14:37:00.003+08:00

Anything you remember! Don't send a message, LEAVE A COMMENT WITH YOUR ANSWERS BELOW (unless if you are too shy to post it here). Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you. It's actually pretty cool (and funny) to see the responses.

Follow this format.

1. YOUR name.
- Crystal Yap (:

2. When and how did we meet?
- Chen Moh [Great timesss]

3. How long have you known me?
- 4 years :D

4. Do you remember the 1st thing i said to you?
- not at all -.-

5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
- Mapes, cause everybody is calling you that

6. Describe me in one word.
- Funny

7. First impression of me.
- Kind

8. Do you still think that way about me now
- DUH?

9. What reminds you of me?
- Chen Moh, and the people that i know that knows you

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
- My Happy Memories

11. If you and I were stranded on an island alone, how would you feel?
- YAY! we get to spend time together :D

12. If i told you that i was attracted to you, how would you react?
- AHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

13. When's the last time you saw me?
- at mid. cinema theatre floor

14. Would u want to see me again?
- OF COURSE!

15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
- I think i told you everything about my life.

16. What do you love about me the most?
- your "funniness", the way you treat friends (:

17. What do you hate about me the most?
- not sure..

18. What is my best attribute?
- memories of chen moh

19. What is the best memory you have with me?
- Chen Moh's extra classes time, when we used to curi curi eat sweets :D

20. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
- YES! YES YES YES. LOL!

Tag to:
- Sammi Wong
- Dana Low
- Claudia Ng
- Julaine Lee
- Sweet Mae
- Elisabeth Chan

2009-10-17T03:02:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, we're just so blind.
You know why?

Let me tell you WHY.

Cause people can't see which is fake and which is real.
example : me.

fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck YOU

Emo?

2009-10-13T04:28:00.007+08:00

OK! it's time for an emotional post!
bare with it this time okay please?
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I miss my past life,
It was so stress-free and perfect,
just perfectly perfect.

amazingly, I miss the pain of my primary teacher's tortures.
I miss the days when I go around walking 3-5 rounds around Chen Moh,
I miss arguing with "5 house" every single day.

I miss :
Sharon
Maple
Inez
Francine
Wai Ling
Wen Yin
Sherayn
Casheen
Alexandrea
Jia Xun
Jien Yue
Keah Yean
Loch Yeen
Jian Jack
Lip Bing
Deng Hui

etc...
Basically everybody in 6E la. LOL

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It's 4.38 a.m. and I don't feel like sleeping at all.
Sometimes, I really do envy the people I hate.
Well, at least maybe their life is better than mine?

and now I know why sometimes the smiles in my photos are
Constipated.

I officially hate
2009.
anybody agrees with me other than my sister?

I grabbed this from my sister's chatbox

Esther: When indeed will we learn to live our lives right
nice said esther.
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saw something that describes me perfectly.

Who am I? I never let me grow
I hide from the world
Life is sick and cruel
Am I playing dumb
Or am I truly numb?
Of feelings I am devoid
My perfect world shattered, destroyed
I live my life, acting through a veil
How can you know me, for I am not real
I seem secure and happy on the outside
Of course who’s to know what goes on inside?
I’ve learnt to live as a living lie
No one knows this, but me, myself and I
In a great strong armor, I face the world
But look inside, I’m just a fragile girl
I only exist, I am not living,
I just portray myself, I am just BEING.

grabbed at Behind The Facade

by: Elaine

I went hopping around blogs,
and I found a picture that says this :

Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest,
It's about who came,
and never left your side

Steps down the Hills.

2009-10-12T23:46:00.010+08:00

went to Sammi's house on Sunday, stayed over and came back home on Monday LOL.

Sunday

- Reached her house at 10.30, her whole family was sleeping -.-
have to ring the bell three times then only her father came and open the gate for me :D

- Waked her up by pulling her blanket off her (:

- Went to Sunway Pyramid for launch and walk walk :D

Pictures taken at "KITCHEN" :

Pictures taken at Forever 21 :

Currently Sammi's phone wallpaper (:

Currently Crystal's phone wallpaper (:

- That lucky girl bought a new GUITAR
maybe gonna learn guitar with her too

- Was so tired until i slept in the car on the way back to her house from IOI mall.

- Watched 13 going on 30 at 11.30p.m and Kung Fu Panda at 1a.m
slept around 3.30 - 4.00 [was gossiping all midnight]

MONDAY

- woke up at 11.30a.m++ I think o.o

- went spa there, but I didn't do of course LOL.
thanks auntie for worrying about me. lol.

- went to saloon
Sammi steamed her hair o.O

- computer, study, youtube, facebook, blogspot and bla bla bla

- dad came at 9.15
After that, went to a steam bot place cause dad didn't have his dinner yet ):

And, That's all for today (:

Retarded mua

2009-10-09T15:50:00.005+08:00

Thanks Jia Yee for uploading these pictures at facebook (;

[Grandpa's Birthday]

more at : "click here"

Desserts

2009-09-28T20:03:00.003+08:00

gonna DITCH my blog ;

on a STUDYING MARATHON