cuckhoo

i like the show and the songs (:

and when I thought everything was how it used to be,

a bitch just had to come and ruin everything.

_l_ u

exams

freaking disappointed in myself,

I don't care,

I'm gonna study real hard now,

wouldn't want to have the same results again.

sometimes, I rather have any problem in the world, than the current one now.

how can I be that blind to not notice it last time?




and when things turned out to be fine,
another one just had to destroy it.

steak and cheese

oh. my GOD

TRIALS ARE OVER BAYBEH (;

Leo was fun today (: creating paper is like superly weird yet awesome.
mas was awesome too. really miss church right now.




AND YAY!
MY PARENTS ARE BRINGING ME TO SUBWAY TONIGHT
subway....... yummm :DD
I loveeee the sandwichh. like sooo niceee <3




I have no idea why but, I miss studying?
lol weird much. okay I'm gonna read my manga (:
ciao peeps! and good luck on studying (Y)

stay strong baby (:

waiting for you

I. am. currently. working. hard. for :

1. CHEER (to be flexible)

2. PMR (new dog and laptop, here I COME! ;D)

3. MONEY (HEHEHE)

hello hello baby you call I can't hear a thing :D

what if I need you baby :D

there's no me without you :D

without not letting you go :D

LIKE FIRE AND RAIN! :D

i remember years ago :D

yea, im going insane. k ciao

TOMOLO GOING AMCORP WITH MALI. HEHE <3

I'll let you go so you can live ;D

I've been thinking about form 4..

awww mannn.. I'm gonna miss 3A1 ):

no more funny performance, no more backing up each other, no more together gether nerd, no more copying homeworks, no more stupid lame jokes, no more florence as our monitor, no more all these awesome stuffs ):

seriously, i love you guys banyak banyak.

thanks to 3A1, even though I'm freaking sad, they never fail to make me laugh.

especially you wai wei, I know you're reading this ;D



just spreading the love yo (;

k, screw pmr, trials is this coming monday, and i'm not prepared.

DIEEEE

DIE

DIE DIE DIE DIE BITCH DIE DIE DIE *STABS STABS STABS STABS STABS* DIE RAWR









HI MARIE ^.^V
IM GOING INSANE SOON





















(:

I know that you know I'm moving on, but doesn't mean that you can't talk to me?

I know you're just scared that I will fall if you continue treating me good, but what good outcome will it come by treating me like a total stranger?

Seriously, where's the you that I used to know you as?

not that I'm saying it's entirely your fault, I'm totally at fault, and I know I've changed, but wtf?

so this is what you want? to totally end things? not even friendship left?

everyday I've been trying to pull things closer for us, to fix this shit up.

but everytime some stupid bloody thing will happen, and then you're suddenly not talking to me anymore.
so much for *close friends* right?

whatever la, it's your choice. I'm already tired and sick of this.
I don't even know what to do anymore.
I know that you know I'm weak, but please, don't pity me because of this.

Thanks for the memories

I miss all the happy memories ):



TO YOU :

STOP CALLING STOP CALLING I DON'T WANNA TALK ANYMORE

I keep messing things up ):

ugly duckling, but yellow in colour.

seriously, fck you. piece of shit.

nice leading me on.

I'm done and over with.

Bye, go find your stupid white lion to shoot arrows with.

Stranger

and so I found out something today.

if that's what you want, then i'll let you go

thanks marie and monica. love you both banyak shits. <3

you know I love you and trust you (:

Game. Over

Secrets

HEY YO (;

soooooooooo..... I watched sorcerer's apprentice today (: It was freaking awesome :D

bla bla bla, spent the entire day with my sis, nigel and my mom, ate lunch at Nando's at 3.30.

I. LOVE. STEAMBOT.

and again, 96 bucks gone thanks to that :DD



____________________________________________________

I hate Sundays, I hate sundays. I HATE SUNDAYS.
cause why?

CAUSE TOMORROW IS MONDAY.
AND MONDAY SUCKS.

fml ): trials and PMR are freaking stressing the hell out of me.

I NEED FREEDOMM.

I'm so tired..
but, I won't give up (:
just wait baby.


<3>

What If

whenever I look at you two,

all the thoughts that came to my mind.

are Memories.

but, I know.. that I can't

fix this up.
ever again.

so all that's left are scars.



_________________________________________



Life've been screwed up.
screw PMR.
screw TRIALS.

argh shit, I'm just too lazy to study.
my ass is practically glued to the computer chair :l

they said that,
love makes you happy,
but why is it different for me?

Me Without You

I never stopped loving you..




and I'm scared, scared that 1 day..


you'll leave my side.

please don't let it be a temporary thing.
I miss you soo much.